Balighai/Tattendorf – 3 rd April , 7 pm (11:30 pm IST)
After Babas (Paramahamsa Hariharanandaji) departure it is the second painful incident in my life and it is a big loss for our kriya family. Brahmanandaji is a such sweet loving and divine teacher, with whom I had Relationship of friendship and love and understanding for over 23-24 years. He was like my elder brother in any matter and he always told that he will be always behind me and I will be in the front and he will be in the back. And we will be walking together. So how the back can go, when front is there? ….Too painful…
However, surely his love is always with us and we should remember his love and remember his simplicity, remember his honesty … and, let us try to keep his thought in our mind when we travel in spiritual path.
I saw him in the last days, 31 March and the 1 April, how much suffering he had. But I had hope…surely God will have some miracle, something will happen, even when he was in deep coma state. I couldn’t believe that he is going but he left.
I will tell you the last meeting with him, when he was in consciousness and was able to talk. In spite of pain he was holding my head in both the hands and, he never gave a kiss to me all this years, he kissed on my forehead, touching my chicks, my beard, I didn’t know that he is going to leave, he felt he is going, God knows … but His (his) love is special.
Today so many people came from all over India, so many people, and there was so much of Love. People can see how much they loved him; it is such a big loss.
And you have seen him from 1998 when he started to travel to Europe; you all have felt his love, his loving guidance.
Let us pray to God and Gurus for his peaceful journey in the lap of Gurudev at the feet of the Lord. Let us remember him, his loving teachings,
I send my love to all of you, I send my Love to all the disciples, those who have felt the shock, or sad, hearing this news…
Brahmanandaji is a beautiful soul, unparalleled!
Thank you all, meditate nicely
Let us work for Gurudev. His Centenary is coming. Let us work with more love and understanding, I bow to you all, bye bye …..
I am also praying for Fritz baba, he was also beautiful person - I remember the days from Suttingergasse up to Tattendorf – A silent loving man, I am also praying for him, you also pray for him.
Thank you all, God bless you all, bye, bye ….
I’ll happy to see you soon, here in Balighai.